This connects on so many levels to what I experienced with M that I don’t even know where to begin.

I don’t know why I keep having to explain to some people why it is that I won’t entertain the idea of being abused again by M. If this doesn’t make it clear I don’t know what will?

She checked all of these boxes

The question came up during a live stream of what music I listen to to help specifically with the effects of the psychological abuse. Specifically it was asked whether there were any songs that I felt spoke to me when I was down on myself for being duped or ruminating about the verbal abuse. I…