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I wish I’d known about this video
I am dealing with the realization that M never loved me the way the claimed. I’m ok with that. It sucks and it hurts like hell but I’m really ok with it. What I’m not ok with is the time I wasted with her. She never had the capacity to really understand me and what…
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Annnnnnd another one (Vegan “leather”)
No idea why YouTube is suddenly inundating my feed with videos related to discussions I had with M. Like oddly specific topics that I’ve never looked up or searched for in the context of YouTube/Google.
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M was clearly looking for a simp
It’s become clear to me over the weeks since the abuse and breakup that M never wanted an equal partner but instead wanted someone who wanted would take care of her financially and not expect to be treated with the respect due to a partner.
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ABC’s of Autism
I couldn’t make it all the way through this video because I started to get triggered by the memories of explain to M that I needed patience and understanding in the way we communicate. At the 5:58 mark I had to stop because I started getting flashbacks. I’m hopeful that this will serve as a…