Journal - Page 31 of 48

I am not playing when it comes to M and her toxic manipulative bullshit. I have filed for a non-contact order (Illinois) and an order of protection (Wisconsin). So we’ll see. It’s very difficult for me as a black male to get one against a white female (statistically speaking) and you add to that the…

December 30, 2023

You bitch you

I can’t imagine what you’ve been through, you bitch youTwo kids who offend you, you bitch youA spouse who had left you and wrecked youYou forgave, he’d disrespect you, reject youTake off the symbol that connects you, Love let flew words that hurt and affixed to, you bitch you.One of your parents superficial, you bitch…

December 30, 2023

So I got this bullshit message from M yesterday

The previous messages were from June of 2023. Here is it at the end of the year (six months and 1 week later) and she sends me a bullshit “well wishing” message that first made me think first caused me extreme panic. I don’t know if you have been subject to repeated abuse by someone…

December 28, 2023

Daily basis

One of the challenges of living with OCD is not being able to get rid of repetitive thoughts that you’d rather not have at all. Hip hop saved my life and has always been a safe haven for me emotionally. I write, I perform, I support, I evangelize hip hop. One of the artists who…

December 27, 2023