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Off topic: control
This is not about autism or my recent relationship but it does resonate. It makes me think about the conversation M and I had about her conduct at Art Bar. I wish she had enough respect to behave like I was a partner. I accepted that she was either too self absorbed or unaware for…
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Conversation that I had wanted to have right after the breakup with M
This is the script I should get round to recording it shortly. I’ll update once I do. The conversation I wanted to haveMe: ok. You and I both seem to be talking past each other and want to clear the air. I apologize for shifty things I did. I knew that sending the thumbs up…
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I can’t stop thinking about how cold and indifferent M got at the end.
My head won’t let me rest.
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To Mara: a discussion with BPD abuser
I was contacted by a woman who said “I am your ex M”. When I read it, I got a little bit freaked out. I thought “wait!! How would M find this place? She doesn’t even use a computer like that. Then again her name is M…” (no it’s not Mara). After I snapped out…
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Ok, maybe it is BPD (maybe)
Holy shit!!! I was doing some role playing with Mara (I’ll explain in a subsequent post) because she has/had BPD and was really shitty to her ex. 8.5 months later she finally realized that she was the problem and approached him for reconciliation. They tried but she’s felt he wasn’t really into it and that…
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Was she wrong to kick me out if she felt I was controlling and possessive?
Forgot to include the counter point from Tanya