UPDATE: I forgot to add a bit about me already explaining to M what had happened and her completely refusing to speak to me. See audio below. Sorry I got a bit ramble-y. I’m sure you are shocked.

This is not about autism or my recent relationship but it does resonate. It makes me think about the conversation M and I had about her conduct at Art Bar. I wish she had enough respect to behave like I was a partner. I accepted that she was either too self absorbed or unaware for…

This is the script I should get round to recording it shortly. I’ll update once I do. The conversation I wanted to haveMe: ok. You and I both seem to be talking past each other and want to clear the air. I apologize for shifty things I did. I knew that sending the thumbs up…

My head won’t let me rest.

I was contacted by a woman who said “I am your ex M”. When I read it, I got a little bit freaked out. I thought “wait!! How would M find this place? She doesn’t even use a computer like that. Then again her name is M…” (no it’s not Mara). After I snapped out…

Holy shit!!! I was doing some role playing with Mara (I’ll explain in a subsequent post) because she has/had BPD and was really shitty to her ex. 8.5 months later she finally realized that she was the problem and approached him for reconciliation. They tried but she’s felt he wasn’t really into it and that…