I was contacted by a woman who said “I am your ex M”. When I read it, I got a little bit freaked out. I thought “wait!! How would M find this place? She doesn’t even use a computer like that. Then again her name is M…” (no it’s not Mara). After I snapped out…

Holy shit!!! I was doing some role playing with Mara (I’ll explain in a subsequent post) because she has/had BPD and was really shitty to her ex. 8.5 months later she finally realized that she was the problem and approached him for reconciliation. They tried but she’s felt he wasn’t really into it and that…

Forgot to include the counter point from Tanya

Today is the first day I woke up feeling like my sensory input issues weren’t cranked up to 22 out of 10.

Another Question about whether I’d leave the door open to reconnect with my abuser: Short answer is (still) (fuck) no. Here is a longer version

Short answer is no but here is my voice making that same point much less efficiently